Perfectly Flawed

my level of paranoia has surged.  i’m thinking it might be time for me to save everything on this site and break it down.  i’ll always blog but sometimes i feel there isn’t enough separation between clues in my blog and real life.

i’m sure there isn’t a problem.  i’m just genuinely paranoid.  i realized the other day that my mother helped instill paranoia in me by searching my room and removing notebooks and other written records of my private life.  when i was 17 i bought a fireproof lockbox and put all of my sensitive material in there.  calendars, notebooks, journals, and condoms.  i still lock up certain items when i know my family is visiting.

i think today is just a result of over thinking things.  there is kind of a lot on my mind and i think my thoughts have melted into confusion.