Perfectly Flawed

lately every time i’ve thought of alex’s arms wrapped around me i quickly think of how much better aiden’s arms feel.

damn it i’ve gotten myself into some trouble.

why is it that my solution is to meet someone new?  why do i think someone else will help?  obviously i can’t let go of the damn lot that i’ve got you’d think i wouldn’t need to add another.  considering i still think about my night with nick i’m pretty much just asking for a fucking pentagon.  not a love triangle a fucking pentagon.  because i want another man to change things for me i want another man to satisfy me so completely i stop collecting little bits and pieces from all the others.

aiden is the comfort and the good sex.

alex is the nice charming sweet guy.

nick is the asshole with the big cock.